Hard to write something intressting

My brain always shuts down when I'm unemployed. I have no fantasy what so ever what to do in life and what to write about here.
Though my brain has been stuffed with thoughts lately (some pretty good actually) I can't get it out in words worth writing about. Or maybe I'm just lazy to log in here and just write randomly...Like I do now ;-) :P

Ok, here I go then.
Since last time I wrote I'm still unemployed and have heard nothing from employers that I've sent applications to....But I'm not surprise...You have to send at least 50 before you get just one answer. So I have about 45 applications left to send :P

Maybe I was a bit harsh when I said (wrote) that I have no fantasy what to do now when I got so much time over. I've actually started at Friskis & Svettis with my friend. We're working out about 3-4 times a week now which is great.
Otherwise I'm stuck at home nearly all the time. It's hard to lift your ass and just go outside for a while if you haven't decided to meet someone. What's the point if it's just me alone, right? (I'm so lazy! shame on me!)

I entertain myself with my dear computer and youtube (and NO, not in a dirty way! haha) Ofcourse I watch a lot of Legend of the seeker clips but I try to let that serie go because it feels like the fans can not save it and get a third season. (But I still have some hope left).
I actually found another serie last friday that I follow now with a bit of obsession :P
the Brittish soap opera Coronation Street. Due to the wonderful actresses that are Brooke Vincent and Sacha Parkinson. :)

So you see, my time goes by...but maybe not in the best way. I could be more active and socialize with more people. I don' t see my friends enough because they have things to do...Wish I could see them all every day like back during the schooldays....at least all the girls will meet this Saturday for a girls night which I looking forward to. Was way to long ago. :)

Ok, this is the end of this post.
I'll try to write something more interesting next time.

Until next time I can recommend Rebecca & Fionas blog. (Only in swedish)
http://rebeccafiona.se/blogg/
They are two swedish DJs with their own webb serie at svt.se/rebeccaochfiona
They are so hilarious! Check them out! :D

Unemployed ...again...

Last Thursday was my final day at my seasonal work. There is unfortunately not much to do in winter time as a gardener so work consist only for six month or so. But I wanted to quit this job because my knee hurts and I didn't like it very much there anyway.
I hope I can find a more interesting job in the nearest future but it's not easy in today society. I actually got an interwiev last Friday and tomorrow I will try it for a few hours (not payed though). It's just a part-time job, though.
We'll see if I like it, and if they like me...maybe.

Though I'm happy to get rid of my old job and get some "vacation" I kind of hit rock bottom today. It totally sucks not to have a job that you like and to get an disant salary from so you manage to have your own apartment and your own life!
I don't like my current life at the moment, but it does not suck completely though. I will get some money from my unemployment benefit society (a-kassa) and both my family and I have a good health.
I feel worthless when I can't get a full-time job and earn my own living.
Yes, that's the right word, worthless.

But yesterday I became a bit happy. I got my season 2 DVD of Legend of the Seeker in my mailbox! Just took five days instead of twenty.
I try to be happy for the small things in life for now. :)